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[May. 4th, 2006|06:10 pm] |
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Well anyway yesterday i went to Edgware on my lonesome and shopped around and bought cereal and a duck wrap like the little loner that i am.
Today i woke up at like 9 something and had to clean my room....because the cleaner was coming...i don't understand the logic behind that, but thats ma mere for you! i think there should be an accent on mere somewhere, i dunno where. OOOO check that rhyming out...pure genious i tell you!
So anyway then i made my way downstairs had breakfast avec ma mere and she hit me several times because i tried to hug her! Most mothers like to get affection from there offspring, but my mum absolutley hates it...so anyway after that beating i sat and read the paper like a mature old women. Then i went to wash my lovely silky black hair...actually thats a lie because it wasn't silky it was a grease ball, i could have probably fried an egg on it. har har. Then i read a book on my bed....got bored of the enovironment so i read my book down the stairs, and then moved ouside with a pint of coke. so i read and read sipping my coke like the sophisticated 15 year old that i am. moments later a wasp came buzzing round me and i ran away, doing the splits on my way because i haven't yet mastered the art of getting out of the deckchair. i must look like a right loon. My mum came home and bought stuff so i could make fairy cakes. yayy i shouted yaayy, and danced around in the kitchen. not really but that happened in my head. My mum said i was acting weird i tired to kiss her cos she smelt nice...she dug her nails into me. then i got sad and amde my cakes on my lonesome...i also opened all the windows so my beloved neighbours could smell the smell of my beautiful cakes and get jealous! jealous jealous jealous they go. So while the eggs were cooking i sat outside reading because i thought i didn't have any coke with me the wasps and all those other crazy insects that i loathe won't come and attack me. They didn't...but i fell out of the deck chair, becaus ei was trying to get up. Stupid stupid thing..its virtuoually impossible to get out of it without a) getting your fingers trapped b) doing the splits while trying to get out and c) falling out of it.
Then my cakes came out the oven..and mummy went to work and i had a jacket potato that mummy secretly slipped into the oven whilst i was baking my cake. So i made my jacket potato and sat on my lonesome on the dining table.
Then i came and sat on the computer and is the end of my lonesome day. |
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[Feb. 24th, 2006|07:44 pm] |
Missed the bus this morning. I atempted to run, but then i stopped because i look like such a dork running in my uniform, my arms like flap all over the place and my trousers go all funny at the bottom, and my shoes make clackety clack noises.
period one and two i had food. I caught up with alll my courseowrk so im happy and that means i won't have to stay the day doing work on assessment day which is all good.
At break i sat in the form room and watched people eat food. i got jealous...i was hungry :(.
Period three was p.e...but they let some us go have a 'private study' period which is basically a free period...but i didn't get dressed in time..so i got stuck playing a game similar to that game 50/50 that used to come on. i dont know if anyone remebers, but it was fun anyway :).
period four i had science gahh...had to walk up three flights of stairs. bloody school. Anyway we got to look at funny cells under a microscope. Like a dogs small intestine and a babies alveoli. most the girls got freaked out at that....i don't think they got that the baby died and then those cells were extracting. they didn't kill the baby just for the cells. gosh..some people! Haha also Sarah had a huuuuge arguement with mrs egan which was quite fun to watch. Miss refused to teach Sarah ever again..
Then lunch...i was such a fattie...and then i sat around in the form room, because theres not much else to do, apart from wondering the corridors. and quite frankly im too lazy to do that.
English period five...pretty boring, doing work on paper two. twas alright..i could do it...but that was because it was foundation..mmm
period six..maths...piss easy work on proportion...finsihed that and did my homework..on loci.
went home, met mummy at the bus stop and she took me to edgwhere, saw stephanie and sophie. OO and bought loads of sweets cos mummys going to america tomorrow and then peoples shes staying with wanted 'candy'. Then we went to sainsbury's and mummy got me ready meals and stuff...and she told me not to burn the house down. i informed her that i could cook resonably well...but she just walked off.
Came home and watched unfaboulous...Randy is pretty hot...but he broke up with Addie. Most people won't know what the hell im going on about so i'll stop.
Tomorrow daddy is going to india also, hes taking my grandads ashes fo rthe burial ceremony. so the urn is at home. feels really weird. like my grandads come home again after being away for like nearly a year, even though its his ashes. wow it's been a year. yeah so, my grandmas kinda upset. i kinda am too, because sometimes i forget just how much i miss him, and whilst i was watching tv it was just sitting up on top of the bar, and it made me really upset like i really wished he was here. |
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[Feb. 11th, 2006|06:50 pm] |
This is all for you aida :D...wow, i haven't written in this for aggeess. Things have been pretty good, haven't really been bothered to write in here anymore cos im a big lazy bum. Anyway woke up round 10 today, got dressed and went to the optitions. yaaaay. i love going there. cos i get new glasses. mum actually paid for them this time rather than getting the ones of the NHS. so my new ones are pretty good looking :D. In six months i most probably would be getting contact lenses...cos i dunno but my mum and the optiton had a chat and he suggessted it and my mum was like yeah alright then. Anyway after that went home, mum went out to watch a movie with one of her friends. So i watched my super sweet 16 at home. Urghh such spoilt kids..there was this one girl that was all like, i like going to the hairdressers cos theres mirors everywhere so i can look at myself. Urgghh. stupid girls. some of them must not notice that their pretty hench cos they try to fit into the skinnyest of tops. Made lunch for me and my dad pita-pizzas, so yummy. Then watched interviews of cast and blah on my harry potter dvd. cos im going through another big harry potter phase, cause im re-reading the book. completely forgotten half the stuff in it though cos last time i read it in only two days, cos i was well excited and i didn't want to find out from anyone what happens.
mm im hungry..and theres like hardly any food in the house..i should also do some of my cw now because i'll be pretty busy most of next week...but merh i cba. |
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[Oct. 14th, 2005|04:11 pm] |
hehe, was just in the chemist to get some hair straightening stuffs, and i was waiting in the que while this oriental woman was paying, with her children beside her, and she said to the chemist lady who was pregnant...
Lady:Ahhh congrats chemist lady! ( except she didn't say 'chemist lady' i just forget what her name was.) Lady's son (must have been about five or so): why is she being congratulated.....did she pass her exams mummy? Lady: Oh nooo, she pregnant, shes big like me, execpt im empty, and she has something inside. Lady's son: Oh so then why is she congratulated, thats no good is it mummy.
ahhh i guess it was justone of those moments where you had to be there to find it funny. dosn't look so funny written down. |
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[Sep. 12th, 2005|04:30 pm] |
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Well, i haven't updated in a long while and at the moment i feel like writting so i shall. School overall hasn't been that bad, apart from stuff like being swamped with homework/coursework, and having SEVEN periods on a wednesdays. Why?! The lessons only last 45 minutes, you can't learn much in 45 minutes and they cut our lunch period down to 45 minutes. The canteen has to feed 700 and something pupils, with only 3 ques and no vending machines. They find it hard fitting us all in when we have 50 minutes so its even harder when it's 45, causing a lot of people to arrive late to registration, and thats another thing registration is only 5 minutes. It takes 5 minutes for my class to shut up, so Mr Whale is doing the register when the bell goes for next lesson, causing us to be late for our next lesson and it goes on like that.
If you dont want to hear me rambling on about my day i have been nice and put it in a cut :)
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[Jul. 16th, 2005|09:42 am] |
It came..it came! it came!..yaaayy!! *does nerdy little dance*..yaaayyy, was planning on alie in...but there none of those invovled when Harry Potter gets delivered to you door. Yaaay..
right im done.. |
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[Jun. 24th, 2005|07:59 pm] |
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| | geeky | ] | When i wake up in the morning im still asleep, I really donta want no toast Dont want no Oj no tea no cereeal It be a yogurt drink im wanting first Gimme Yop me momma ( smoooth) Yop me momma, Gimme Yop me momma when de mornin' come, Gimme Yop me momma, Yop me momma, Yop for when de morni' come.
That is all. :D |
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[Jun. 15th, 2005|07:38 pm] |
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| | Jesse Mccartney_Because You Live | ] | I had a really nice day today.
- Watched Anita and Me in R.E, i love that film. - Talked about whos male and whos female in Winnie the Pooh. Suprisingly it was really interessting, because all the charecters have male voices, but then Eeyore wears a bow, and Piglet is pink, which makes them more female. Has anyone ever noticed that Eeyores name is quite like the sound a donkey makes... - Finished with the stupid book club. - Had a really fun History lesson. I love History. - Canteen is selling Ribena lollies. Yay. - Mum bought me Jaffa Cakes. - Got book that i ordered from school and a free bracelet (*^_^*) - Got my new phone (*^_^*). |
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[Jun. 14th, 2005|07:50 pm] |
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Was just reading my last entry again, and i realise the second paragraph dosn't so much sense, and it seems like i cant speak English properly, but i can. I just dont read over my entries before i post them so i have huge gramatical errors. So..note to self: Read over entries before posting. |
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[Jun. 13th, 2005|08:49 pm] |
Post a memory of me in the comments. Doesn't have to be the first memory of us meeting, just the first event that comes to your mind when you think about me. It can be anything you want.
Then post this in your journal and see what people remember of you. (not nessesary). |
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[Jun. 13th, 2005|08:11 pm] |
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| | Koda Kumi_1000 words | ] | Did my History and my Art, woke up at a resonable time this morning. Im in a really good mood. Well not really good but its resonably good.
I should be getting my new phone tomorrow. Must remeber not to leave it on my bed on cleaner days just incase. Actually i dont think she took it. I think the phone may have fallen on the floor or something whilst she was changing the covers, and she could have accidently but it out with the rubbish, and then realised, but was too afraid to tell anyone...But then that dosn't explain why it was off when i tried to ring in that night. Meh i don't know.
My schools building a Sixth Form. Should already be up and running for a year by the time im ready, but i dont think im going to stay, because i dont want to end up in an all girls sixth form too. Although, some people are saying that it's going to be mixed, but that would be stupid. Definatly not a good idea. |
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[Jun. 12th, 2005|08:21 pm] |
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| | Jesse Mccartney_Best Day of My Life | ] | I got my tights, didn't get my book, because it wasn't there. Shucks.
I have History and Art homework to do, i haven't bothered with either. I really because im just going to leave it till really late and then i wont be able to get up in the mornig but meh, im not in the mood to do Art.
Only 6 more weeks left to the summer holidays, still havn't read my last two Carnegie medal books, i dont think i will, i'll just copy someone elses review off the net coz the books look like they sucks major ass. And another thing, we can only write reviews on the school computer, so it takes up my lunch time, i only get 50 minutes. Pants.
I'm over him. Yay me :). |
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[Jun. 11th, 2005|07:15 pm] |
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| | Dashboard_Ghost of a Good Thing | ] | I've found my comfort book. It's soppy and all romantic, but i really, really like to read it. I've already read it twice over and i only borrowed it on thursday. I have to buy it. It's just makes me feel happy, and like wow i wish that could happen to me kinda thing. I'm gonna have to invest in it soon, before i have to give it back to the school.
Talking of school and books i decided to volunteer for readin all the carnegie medal books which i really regret now because they're all really really bad. Well i lie, not all of them were bad, there was one that wasn't bad it was called 'Looking for JJ'. It didn't have a very good ending.
Was going to go to Egdware to indulge in some retail therapy on my own because i think i needed some, I felt horrible yesterday...i didn't know what it was, just horrible and sad, i got over it though. Anyway i got caught up reading and then i was tired so i fell asleep for a while and when i woke up it was too late to go. so i'll probably go tomorrow with my mum or something, i need tights and i want to find my book in Whsmith. |
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[May. 24th, 2005|05:35 pm] |
In my sex ed lesson today:
Don't be stupid, don't be silly wear a condom on your willy.
HAHA!...My gosh i love that..im gonna go around saying that...everywhere..even add a beat to it..HAHA.
My sceince teacher bought a top from the early learning center to teach us about turbines and generators...i like my science teacher. The model is very colourful too.
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[May. 19th, 2005|07:49 pm] |
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well, i could say im coping much better than the last entry, i know friends see me and im all happy and stuff, but when im with friends i kind of forget what has gone. When im alone it all comes back. But i think this will be my last entry about it because theres no point living in the past.
So. Today.
Had my french oral, had to share a room with GCSE students, i dont think they liked that. Anyway, i did ok on all my questions apart from my past tense. I screwed up so bad on that one, completely forgot what i was saying. I ended up repeating je suis allee before every bit. I got a B though, so maybe she didn't think it was as bad as i thought it was.
Now i've only got my spanish oral, i dont think that will be too bad and my french reading and writing.
Ooo and i got my geography result back. I gots me and A, Music i got a B and History i got an A*. Pretty pleased with that.
I'm making pancakes tomorrow, but i haven't crushed my almonds and cashews, nor have i got any milk.
( Something Yufan made for me. ) |
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[May. 2nd, 2005|08:47 pm] |
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Happy Birthday to me :) |
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[Apr. 29th, 2005|08:46 pm] |
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you know you're uncool when your imaginary friend refuses to talk to you.... |
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[Apr. 28th, 2005|08:01 pm] |
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| | The Calling_Wherever You Will Go | ] | i guess things are now slowly getting back to normal...although some things like looking at my grandads coat, or hearing his voice in my head makes me really cry. but i guess i will feel that for quite some time. everytime i walk up the stairs i just expect him to be sitting on the corner of his bed doing something. im trying to put on a strong fron when i walk into school everyday because im sick of "ria are you ok, it must feel real bad, i've never lost anyone close to me"...it just makes me sick, and i get something clogging up in my throat and it hurts.
even today i saw someone whilst wlaking home and to me he looked just like my grandad and i had to take another look just to check. and then when i realised it made me feel horrible inside..and i even wished that he wouldn't be there and my grandad would be instead, and i know thats really really mean, heck i didn't even know the man.
my tear calenders still stuck oin the 14th of april..i haven't got the courage to change it incase i forget the date. i just want to find something only he's touched last so i can treasure it..i found a half smoken cigarette but i can't treasure that...but i'd like to. and saying that you can tell we haven't cleared out his stuff..i want it to all stay there forever, i want to keep everything of his, but obviously i cant and it would be silly to.
i thought it was getting over it...but now there are no people that come and pay their respects, the house seems so incredibly empty, and now it actually feels like it's missing someone.
writting this is making me cry so im gonna stop there. |
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